INCONCEIVABLY BLONDE....

Mirror, mirror on the wall, can you tell me where I am? I've gone and lost myself somehow don't know if I’ll get back again. Get back to where I actually knew and felt and lived where I belonged. Where life was simple, good, not cruel or missing everyone else.  Just wrong . Mirror, mirror on the wall, can you show me how I am here? They've gone. I'm alone now. Don't feel I can begin again. Begin to feel I actually know  and feel. and live. Where I belong. My life uninterrupted…no,     it seems those days are long since gone. Mirror, mirror on the wall, can you show me when I am supposed to get a clue--right   now ? Don't know when I'll feel   me   again. Begin to feel myself allow, relax, unwind, let my guard down just enough for it to show before the tears come crashing down. Mirror, mirror on the wall, can you show me what I am trying to do-- as if you know . DON'T tell me it’s al...

Dedicated to Alana Deringer Segall, friend of my heart and soul, a great hero and mentor and tremendous example who returned to Heaven Friday, June 12, 2015....I love you now and forever.... People act like death is war-- a personal vendetta. And, while I suppose it can be, I disagree. To me, life is much more a mountain to climb, conquer, figure out, wrestle,  and struggle with... battle against, if you will... until that gradual surrender. Death is peace, the reprieve, the calm after the storm that is life.... the pause, the space, the catching of breath...  letting go-- finally-- to be able to  spiritually breathe, see, and feel.... Reality of what's true and honest , when it all comes down to the wire, is so very different than what we like to think. Drink it all in. Slowly. Sipping. Savoring. Line upon line. Here a little, there a little. Though we somehow tend to linger in the middle, meander, muck around and ar...

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